so i had my 6 day pay for the month of january just now. =) im beginning to adore the people working with me at Calvin Klein.its funny.when i first started work,i cant wait for my contract to end..so that i can get out of that place,fast!but now i realise that im loving the work im having.i know im gona miss the laughters and working momments with the people there.great bunch of people i must say.
so results will be out on Friday.
urgh.
nervous shit.
went to Tanjong Beach with a dear friend of mine on my off day.suppose to have plans with hana but she told me she cant make it on the day itself.and so,he msged me while im having breakfast with a friend of mine at Macdonald.then went home,changed and met him at town.
tranquility and solitude.dats what we both need.whatever it is,it was a beautiful day spent.before we end off our night,we sat down and just talked.and dats when my past came looming back in my memory.and because of dat,i broke down at that moment.sensitive issue la beb.
then i had a splitting headache when i reach home.sigh.well anyway,received a message from him when i reached home..
it says..
"words could not express how much concern i had for ya.it breaks my heart to see you break down because of the past.you were right on one thing.people around you may only give you advice and sympathy.but what you fail to realise is that it all depends on urself to sort things out on your life.yana dearest,people come and go.but the memories,hardship and breakups are things you should set as a learning process in this sinful world.so as u could look back and see that it not only made u wiser,but also a stronger person inside.i know you are capable of doing it.a piece of advice.let it go thou how tough it is.the pic,msgs,memories.look foward to a new day and a start of a new life.once u've accomplished it,no one would ever take advantage of u in any situation.shit happens to everyone including me.but i dont take take it as a setback for me to not continue with life....Be strong." such a dear friend.never will i forget this.
reli,thank you.
i appreaciate it.
you dont know how much.
im working tmrw.urgh.
aku nk tdo.penat banget~
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